There is a saying, ‘without good parents even being a smart child is useless’. I am wondering whether that was true all this while. Because this abandoned feeling is lingering around me without ceasing for good. Probably it is because I gave away too much of my trust and love at the wrong places? I have always liked my lonely space. But suddenly I feel my space was invaded without notice and exploited by the people I held close the most. I still don’t know why this happened and no one was ready to perceive how this affected me and how hurt and orphan I felt EXCEPT for one person.

That person never asked my explanation or my state of mind or my reasons. But that person acted as if they had binoculars to my thoughts and my emotions, grasping everything I never uttered and everything I am going through, without any expectations in return from me. That person invisibly backed me and understood this abandoned creature in all the ways others failed to do. I am grateful for having met this person, for having known this person, for having lived with this person, this person who lived in the same place I once lived.