The life that you want is not what others want for you and what other want for you is not what you want. But why is ‘the others’ opinion and wants’ still valid in your life in the first place, because ‘the others’ here include your close ones, so their opinions and expectations of how your life should be or how you should lead your life is weighing on your shoulders which you never intended to carry.

The weight is dragging you down and down and down without letting you up to the surface, aren’t they meant to be the boat or the light house, when did they become the weight tied around you, dragging you down ?

Is it because they are no longer aligned with your likes and dislikes? Did they become a weight rather than a light just because they are not in support of your thoughts and views?

You never wanted to be in this situation, at this position, where its really hard for you to think anything good about life and peopleas a whole. Life is never easier, its just hard as you keep moving forward, through everything.

What do you choose atlast, you or the others ?

Or will you be happy with just giving up on you and going with the wishes of others ?

You really can’t find the balance between these two, there is no grey area, just black and white, this or that, you or them, no inbetween.