The demons inside, the fears, anxiety which all I never knew they existed within me all these time are surfacing one by one. I suddenly feel cold and scared like never before. Everything and everyone around me seem like being part of a horror movie trying to haunt me down and ruin all that is mine. I never imagined I would be shit scared and feel hopeless like this ever. But all this is happening right now. I am searching for the strong, brave, bawse woman that I WAS.

‘WAS’ – it seems past already. Have I lost it totally, the inspiring, confident and strong version of me? Already? So soon?

How am I gonna wake up tomorrow and go further like this?