Only when my brain starts suffocating or gets overloaded do I think of writing to unload my head—to let it take a moment to break, to free itself from exploding altogether. Just like I think of very few people to talk to, is it selfish of me to think about those people only when I am overwhelmed? Or is that what makes them the special of specials in my life?
Tag: relief
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I usually would badly want to have a sound sleep while tired after my classes. But now I am trying to avoid sleeping, because its kind of haunting, the dreams, the bad memories crawling into my awake mind, silently, unannounced while I close my eyes.
Even now I really don’t wanna sleep or stay put on my bed but I don’t wanna disturb others’ circadian rhythm just because I hate mine. And above all I don’t wanna encounter his suspicious eyes or his most annoying pressumptions.
Creepy everywhere, everyone.
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chilly weather and mood I found this synonym for relief – lightening. Nice and fitting word for the climate and the mood.
when someone goes through despairs or heartbreaks, how should one feel?
the answer to it is already in the question, despair meaning sad. But I feel quite the opposite to what is described in the books of emotions. Quite relieved and relaxed. Am I nuts or is it the best reaction?