Its okay to tell that its annoying, you are not doing any harm. You are just telling what you feel, what you have been made to feel without your own velleity. Its okay you are just letting them know a teeny percent of the your emotions. Its okay to tell at least that rather than shutting up and being futile when all the twaddling still goes on. Its okay to feel the way you feel now.
And its okay to have no one to say ‘its okay’ to you, let alone to ask ‘okay?’